2011年12月11日星期日

8th , 9th , 10th ! KL trip 3 day 2 night . XD







yeapiiiiiiiiiiiii ` i finish my S
PM exam ! 

wuhoooo... i graduation aldy ! XD

8th , 9th , 10th ` 3day two night KL trip . 

first day when i sit by bus going to KL find my dear . 










my dear go to bus stop there to fetch me and my friends ... 

we going to pavilian ' deng tai fung ' eat dim sum eh ! :P

opssssssss ...... sunddenly i feel unfortable ` headache ... 

after finish eating at pavilian , we want to plan go time square . 

but i damn feel headache ` so my dear bring me go back his house to rest ... 

until night we just going out to eat our dinner vf his friends . 

after dinner we still go to KL old town yamcha until 2:++ we just going back home .



korea dinner set ! <3 
                                              

when back home no long time , i fall asleep aldy ~ 

untill next day morning , i damn early wake up aldy , i non-stop to call dear to wake up go to work ... 

haha... i'm so bad , damn noisy eh ! :P

10:++ am , my dear are going to work liao , when he go work he still go to buy some bread for me scare me hungry ! /.\

hurray ... hurray ... i at home to waitting my dear finish work and come back home . 

yeahhhhhh ! 5pm , my dear is calling to me , he finish work coming back ~ XD

yerrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh... my dear know me scare '' ge ji '' he still non-stop to make me , keep bully me ! :(

when night , we after bath go to one utama eat our dinner '' wong kok '' , shopping , watch movie '' magic to win '' ! 

we go one utama , find parking place find liao 1hours eh ! damn pek cek ! ><

opssssssssss... mummy non-stop to calling to me ! ishhhhhhhhh... pek cek >< 3+ missed called eh ! what the fuck ! 

chuan bang liao eh ! /.\ hou choi mao shi mao shi ... hahaha XD

finish movie , we sure is go back home and sleep liao nah ~ 

yeah ` reach home ! dear ask me , '' you want go bath mah ? ''

i damn lazy to bath so i reply he '' can i dont want ? '' dear say '' sure can nah '' ... :P

when sleep on bed no long time i also fall asleep aldy , i think maybe me is feel tired aldy ~ :(

dear dear say that night when i sleep liao then he also sleep too , but when sleep he kissing me and hug me to sleep ~ 

opssssssss... why i dont know ? /.\

but nvm nah ... 

10th - dear , damn feel lazy , he dont have go to work eh ! ><

morning , we go to ss two old town there eat our breakfast ... hot temper ! we need to find got air-cond place to sit ! ><

that day , we need to fetch his friends go back mentakab too , actually is 2:++ wanna go back liao but his friends havent done.

so we wait her done , we just go back to mentakab ...

when waitting we go to UFO eat ice ! 

wahhhhhhhhh... UFO all is same vf snowflake , when i go there see its , i still non-stop to say vf dear , its copy snowflake !

but horrrrrrrrrrrr... its nice than snowflake ! ><

I LOVE UFO  ` NOT SNOWFLAKE ! <3 XD




2011年12月4日星期日

泪失禁 ` T.T






Gud , can you tell me i do what wrong again ?

Gud , i need to how to do ?

Gud , he still loving me ?

Gud , he still missing me ?

Today Is Sunday ` Fucking moody ! 

i cry the whole day when i wake up untill now ... 

i call myself stop crying . but my eyes still drop the water out ~ 









对不起 ` 有时候我心情不好 , 极端差时 ` 我宁愿自己一个人 哭饱 . 烦恼 ! 

对不起 ` 我不是故意要在你面前摆着一张臭脸的 ~ 

对不起 ` 我的确没方向感 ` 没主见 ` 我搞得你烦恼 ~ 

对不起 ` 我知道 我实在并不是一个很好的女朋友 ~ 


对不起`你要的, 我并做不到 ~


对不起`我把你的生活给扰乱了 ~


对不起`我带给你很多的烦恼 ~ 






* 我知道 , 在多的对不起 . 已没有用了 ! T.T












我不是个演员 ` 我不会掩饰一切该掩饰的 . 


我并没有要跟你分 ` 要跟你吵架的意思 , 我只不过是要你 明白 . 


我从来并没有后悔着 ` 我选着了你这个选择 ! 
















每个女孩 ` 都希望着 自己被宠爱 . 


每个女孩 ` 都希望着 自己被疼着 .


每个女孩 ` 都希望着 天长地久 . 


每个女孩 ` 都希望自己被在乎 . 


其实女孩们真的很简单 ` 狠易被满足 . 


不需要大大的惊喜` 她们只需要着一个 在乎她们的人 `疼爱她们的人 ` 宠爱她们的人` 关心她们的人 . 


一个拥抱 ` 一个轻吻 ` 一句简单的问候 , 她们停止眼泪 不哭 表杨起一个十分灿烂满足幸福的笑容了 . 


其实我也一样 ... :')


我很努力伪装着 ` 我过得很好 , 但是眼泪总是要拆穿我的伪装 . T.T


我不是跌打我有自己的情绪 `














































我很爱你 ` 真的很爱 ` 非常爱 ! 


请不要离开我 ` 不要不要我 ... T.T








2011年12月1日星期四

December ` The Moment . I Miss You All ...

哇靠 . 2011 就还有那 29 天就要结束了 . 

真的舍不得 ` 我舍不得我的朋友们 ... 我开始舍不得离开中学的生活 , 但人总不能停留不向前迈向 :')

Fuck ` undang havent pass ... please , forgive me i'm lazy ! 

December month , i damn busy busy busy , duper busy , deeply busy ! 

What The Fuck ` 

before 7th ` i'm still exam-ing ! keep yamcha vf friends ... <3 :P

7th / 8th :  i need to go KL untill 10th back mentakab .

11th - 14th  :  Free ` yamcha , prepare undang test .

15th :  undang test  .

16th - 18th :  Free ` yamcha , prepare go heard amali .

19th :  amali 

20th - 22th :  Free ` yamcha ! 

23th :  somebody booking aldy ...

24th - 25th : go KL vf somebody , celebrate chrismas ! <3

26th - 31th : Free ` thinking how to celebrate '' countdown , 2012 is coming soon ! '' 

* hey , this is my timetable for december this month ? full booking ! hope . dont feel tired , just relax this month ! XD

god , i wanna go to thailand , pulau langkawi , pulau bangkok , kuantan ... * after exam , before new years ` please ! :((

2012 ` new years , new life ... 

COLLEGE LIFE ` how ? 

- need to choose what subject ? 

business ? 

- need to choose which one college ?

sunway ? 

hey , give me some idea , some opinion !  * lai ... lai ... lai ... kek lai eh ! /.\

i'm feel blur in my life , in my future ... SPM result !  T.T







friends , dont always direction to the bad . 

he not love you then give up and choose a new life to you ` choose a love you more than you love him's bf / gf .

treasure ` we must learn to treasure everyone is around us . 

time ` time wont for us to stay to stop at there , it's will run . 




* Amiko ,

   remember he not love you then give up , please . 
    
   big girls ,dont be sad . dont cry . you still have friends , have family , have us ! 

   babe , remember '' 他会少一个爱他的人 而你会多一个爱你的人 . '' 

   if he is you then he will come back ... 

   actually we cant just think and hate the third party , because he / she is same like you love him . 

   a relationship why the third party will intervention in this relationship to make the relationship become a triangle relationship if    
     
   want to blame also is blame the who choose / let the third party intervention this relationship that people ... 
   
   because is he / she let this relationship become triangle relationship . destroy the feelings between us . :')













akira , wei siang , aaron , kelly , amiko ............... 

actually i damn miss the moment when that time we everyday come out to yamcha , non-stop to chit-chat / play ~

i damn miss , i hope we still got a chance come out yamcha again ! 




- akira , dont got xiang xiang then for give us wuuuuuuuuu... i will sad / hurt till non-stop to cry de eh ! :( 




- wei siang , dont always forcibly occupy my laptop when i take it go out ... :D

  eiiiiiii... i still remember that time you non-stop to sing and dance '' everyday i'm suffering ... '' 

  you damn funny ! but dont act cute , please ! * geli ...  :P




- aaron , we still is friends ? 
  
  i dont have angry you what and hate you what ... 

  ya ` when you tell me '' ........... '' that time i so embarrased , but please you dont forgive '' i'm have easy to forgive the disease ''

  i'm hope we still is a good friends , best friends ... 

  * dont always smoke , if can less smoke and try to stop smoke bah . this treat healthly not good ! you still young ... :')




- kelly , laugh laugh laugh ... are you okays ? hahaha... XD

  you too ar ... dont always smoke . 

  scare me confiscate ur cigrattes ? then you stop smoke nah ... unhealthly eh ! :((




- amiko , still remember d'island we at there chit-chat '' sex '' !


* i miss the all moment when i have its , have you all ... 
   
   can i have a chance to yamcha with you all ?
   
   








i wont forget we at some time in the past when we always come out crazy together , yamcha together ... 

This is my life I will never forget the memories.

I hope this is not just memories.

I hope we will have the opportunity to come out to crazy and yamcha in everyday when we are free ~ :')