你们又知道吗 ? :'(

男人们 , 其实女人并不愚蠢 :')
她们为了想拿下你们心中的100％ 所以她们努力地改变自己...
她们把原本地自己变得一点都不像是自己了 , 
原本脸上天天无时无刻挂着从心笑出的笑容变成了天天无时无刻满脸挂着泪水 , 伪装的笑容 ... 
为的是什么 你们又知道吗 ?
你们每天只会唠叨着女人们 '' 没事找事烦 , 找事吵 , 乱吃醋 , 发神经 , 乱猜疑 ... ''
我们女人之所以会这样 都是因为怕失去 , 因为在乎 ... 我们所爱的你们 , 你们又知道吗 ? 
当男人做错事时 , 伤害着我们时 , 你们又知我们的心犹如在心上捅了几刀的那么痛吗 ? 
女人易被哄回 , 易原谅你们一次一次的过错 并不是她们愚蠢而是她们很爱你们 !!! 


谁都不是 100％ 但女人们却是努力地尽责想做到你们的 100% !
她们不要求 100％ 的你们 , 却是要求自己能做到你们的 100% 你们的最爱 :')


女人易流泪 , 不是她们爱哭 , 而是有时候 心疼得如刀割那么痛到无法喊 而流下了满脸泪水 ... 


你们男人们又有谁会了解 ?






















有时候 , 不是一句对不起可得来一句不用紧` 原谅 . 
对不起说多了 就会变得廉价 , 毫无价值 ! 

男人总是爱伤害着女人们 , 你们何时曾去体会着做女人的心情 ` 做女人的痛心 ? ( 那是女人们自己拿来的吗? )


心碎时 , 女人总是学着去把它一片片合回 ... 
受伤害时 , 女人总是学着如何去自我保护 ...


当我们需要你们在身边时 , 你们在哪 ?


其实我们不止易哄 ` 更是易满足 , 我们要的 只是 一句安慰的话 , 一个拥抱 ... 


我们也是人 也会累 心碎多了也会总有合不回的那一天 , 别等失去了 才去珍惜 ｀ 才来爱 !!! ( 那一切都太迟了~ )

我不好 ， 过得非常不好 :'(

最近得你过得怎么样？ 

我非常不好 ! 每天只是再哪儿发呆 , 过得一天算一天 :'(

我宁可到一个陌生得地方生活， 换个新环境 ，一个人生活 !

你不了解我 , 我又能如何 ? :'(

january ` my life , how to past the time ?

24th ` happy chinese new year to everybody , 

sorrry , i late to update my blog on new year this few of day ...

dong dong qiang ` dong qing dong qiang dong qiang ... ><

bi pia boom ... firecrakers are non-stop to sounded ` 

* ps :// opssss , i fucking scare it's when it's are suddenlly to sounded out ! 

24th , i going to my mummy's cousin house ` what the hell ! 

i'm fucking boring at there , my baby hubby suddenly are calling to me ask me go out 

yamcha ~ yea ! thanks you , my baby hubby ! 

24th , 25th , 26th , i going to my grandma house when night i vf my baby hubby going to friends party , ` '' drink , drank , drunk '' them are dangerous  @@ drink beer , chivas , like drink water ! 

yeapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ` 26th i no need leave at mentakab always with friends drink drink drink , play play play , boring like hell ! i go to penang 3day2night vf my baby hubby and his friends ... sigh ! ^^V 

29th ` my baby hubby when night go back to school aldy ... :(

baby hubby , i'm miss you ! fucking miss ! miss you deeply ! T.T

31th are today ` 2012 january the last of day ! 

*  after spm ` i like nothing to do , go anywhere to play past my time ... 

find job ? nonono... before i thinking when waitting spm out result i must find a job on genting highlands or kuala lumpur but i not willing my baby hubby , my room , bed , anythings on here , and i scare self life , i hope i try to independent on this few of month when before intake college , but i feel no need to learn its first just waitting spm out result and prepare mood go study aldy ~ 

ishhhhhhhhhhhh... i'm scare my spm result arghhhhhhh ! T.T

2012 ` 没有安全感 :'(

2011 已过了 , 2012 ` 又是新的一年 ... 你是否过得幸福快乐呢 ?

我都很好 ｀ 一切都很好 ... :)

1月了还是无所事事 ... 

待在家 , 吃饱就睡` 睡饱再吃 ... 前天的我还病了｀吃了药睡足一天一夜 ... 好了 ｀!!! 

我要去做工 !!!!!!!!! 奋斗 吧 ... 加油 ｀ 我要学会独立 !!! 

当我生病时 , 有个笨蛋 他信息我时 , 他哭 ... 他想他可以在我身边照顾我一切 ~

都毛感动到我哭 ehhhhhhhhhhh... !!! T.T

hubby , 真的很谢谢你 ... 你让我知道了 ｀ 你的确很爱我 , 很疼我 ... 

之前的 ｀ 别提了 ... 重要的是现在 , 以后 , 将来 ... :')

我也很爱你 , hubby ... <3 

hubby , 我知道你不想我去做工 , 因为你怕我什么都不会 , 不会独立 ... 你会担心我 ! 

对｀ 其实想到要出去社会没你的陪伴要独自去拼个工作 ｀生活 , 我的确很害怕 ! 

可是 ... 

我得要学会独立吖 ~

即使我现在还不会但现在还有时间让我去学习适应 ...

4月 ｀ 我也得要一个人去陌生的环境读书 ｀我很怕 ， 我舍不得 ! 

在家 ｀ 的确比去任何地方好 ... 

我不曾一人生活 , 一人过日子 ... 我也超怕的 ~ T.T

我得学习如何独立 ... :'(

hubby , 我想你了 ~ T.T

我真的发现 没了你的生活就好像天空没了太阳 没了星星 不再发光 亮丽了 ...

我不能没有你 ... 

你的存在 ｀ 突然间 , 我真的觉得超有安全感的 ~ :')

 

8th , 9th , 10th ! KL trip 3 day 2 night . XD

yeapiiiiiiiiiiiii ` i finish my SPM exam ! 

wuhoooo... i graduation aldy ! XD

8th , 9th , 10th ` 3day two night KL trip . ♥

first day when i sit by bus going to KL find my dear . 

my dear go to bus stop there to fetch me and my friends ... 

we going to pavilian ' deng tai fung ' eat dim sum eh ! :P

opssssssss ...... sunddenly i feel unfortable ` headache ... 

after finish eating at pavilian , we want to plan go time square . 

but i damn feel headache ` so my dear bring me go back his house to rest ... 

until night we just going out to eat our dinner vf his friends . 

after dinner we still go to KL old town yamcha until 2:++ we just going back home .

korea dinner set ! <3 

                                              

when back home no long time , i fall asleep aldy ~ 

untill next day morning , i damn early wake up aldy , i non-stop to call dear to wake up go to work ... 

haha... i'm so bad , damn noisy eh ! :P

10:++ am , my dear are going to work liao , when he go work he still go to buy some bread for me scare me hungry ! /.\

hurray ... hurray ... i at home to waitting my dear finish work and come back home . 

yeahhhhhh ! 5pm , my dear is calling to me , he finish work coming back ~ XD

yerrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh... my dear know me scare '' ge ji '' he still non-stop to make me , keep bully me ! :(

when night , we after bath go to one utama eat our dinner '' wong kok '' , shopping , watch movie '' magic to win '' ! 

we go one utama , find parking place find liao 1hours eh ! damn pek cek ! ><

opssssssssss... mummy non-stop to calling to me ! ishhhhhhhhh... pek cek >< 3+ missed called eh ! what the fuck ! 

chuan bang liao eh ! /.\ hou choi mao shi mao shi ... hahaha XD

finish movie , we sure is go back home and sleep liao nah ~ 

yeah ` reach home ! dear ask me , '' you want go bath mah ? ''

i damn lazy to bath so i reply he '' can i dont want ? '' dear say '' sure can nah '' ... :P

when sleep on bed no long time i also fall asleep aldy , i think maybe me is feel tired aldy ~ :(

dear dear say that night when i sleep liao then he also sleep too , but when sleep he kissing me and hug me to sleep ~ 

opssssssss... why i dont know ? /.\

but nvm nah ... 

10th - dear , damn feel lazy , he dont have go to work eh ! ><

morning , we go to ss two old town there eat our breakfast ... hot temper ! we need to find got air-cond place to sit ! ><

that day , we need to fetch his friends go back mentakab too , actually is 2:++ wanna go back liao but his friends havent done.

so we wait her done , we just go back to mentakab ...

when waitting we go to UFO eat ice ! 

wahhhhhhhhh... UFO all is same vf snowflake , when i go there see its , i still non-stop to say vf dear , its copy snowflake !

but horrrrrrrrrrrr... its nice than snowflake ! ><

I LOVE UFO  ` NOT SNOWFLAKE ! <3 XD

泪失禁 ` T.T

Gud , can you tell me i do what wrong again ?

Gud , i need to how to do ?

Gud , he still loving me ?

Gud , he still missing me ?

Today Is Sunday ` Fucking moody ! 

i cry the whole day when i wake up untill now ... 

i call myself stop crying . but my eyes still drop the water out ~ 

对不起 ` 有时候我心情不好 , 极端差时 ｀ 我宁愿自己一个人 哭饱 . 烦恼 ! 

对不起 ` 我不是故意要在你面前摆着一张臭脸的 ~ 

对不起 ` 我的确没方向感 ` 没主见 ` 我搞得你烦恼 ~ 

对不起 ` 我知道 我实在并不是一个很好的女朋友 ~ 


对不起｀你要的, 我并做不到 ~


对不起｀我把你的生活给扰乱了 ~


对不起｀我带给你很多的烦恼 ~ 






* 我知道 , 在多的对不起 . 已没有用了 ! T.T












我不是个演员 ｀ 我不会掩饰一切该掩饰的 . 


我并没有要跟你分 ｀ 要跟你吵架的意思 , 我只不过是要你 明白 . 


我从来并没有后悔着 ｀ 我选着了你这个选择 ! 
















每个女孩 ｀ 都希望着 自己被宠爱 . 


每个女孩 ｀ 都希望着 自己被疼着 .


每个女孩 ｀ 都希望着 天长地久 . 


每个女孩 ｀ 都希望自己被在乎 . 


其实女孩们真的很简单 ｀ 狠易被满足 . 


不需要大大的惊喜｀ 她们只需要着一个 在乎她们的人 ｀疼爱她们的人 ｀ 宠爱她们的人｀ 关心她们的人 . 


一个拥抱 ｀ 一个轻吻 ｀ 一句简单的问候 ， 她们停止眼泪 不哭 表杨起一个十分灿烂满足幸福的笑容了 . 


其实我也一样 ... :')


我很努力伪装着 ｀ 我过得很好 , 但是眼泪总是要拆穿我的伪装 . T.T


我不是跌打我有自己的情绪 ｀














































我很爱你 ` 真的很爱 ｀ 非常爱 ! 


请不要离开我 ｀ 不要不要我 ... T.T

December ` The Moment . I Miss You All ...

哇靠 . 2011 就还有那 29 天就要结束了 . 

真的舍不得 ` 我舍不得我的朋友们 ... 我开始舍不得离开中学的生活 , 但人总不能停留不向前迈向 :')

Fuck ` undang havent pass ... please , forgive me i'm lazy ! 

December month , i damn busy busy busy , duper busy , deeply busy ! 

What The Fuck ` 

before 7th ` i'm still exam-ing ! keep yamcha vf friends ... <3 :P

7th / 8th :  i need to go KL untill 10th back mentakab .

11th - 14th  :  Free ` yamcha , prepare undang test .

15th :  undang test  .

16th - 18th :  Free ` yamcha , prepare go heard amali .

19th :  amali 

20th - 22th :  Free ` yamcha ! 

23th :  somebody booking aldy ...

24th - 25th : go KL vf somebody , celebrate chrismas ! <3

26th - 31th : Free ` thinking how to celebrate '' countdown , 2012 is coming soon ! '' 

* hey , this is my timetable for december this month ? full booking ! hope . dont feel tired , just relax this month ! XD

god , i wanna go to thailand , pulau langkawi , pulau bangkok , kuantan ... * after exam , before new years ` please ! :((

2012 ` new years , new life ... 

COLLEGE LIFE ` how ? 

- need to choose what subject ? 

business ? 

- need to choose which one college ?

sunway ? 

hey , give me some idea , some opinion !  * lai ... lai ... lai ... kek lai eh ! /.\

i'm feel blur in my life , in my future ... SPM result !  T.T

friends , dont always direction to the bad . 

he not love you then give up and choose a new life to you ` choose a love you more than you love him's bf / gf .

treasure ` we must learn to treasure everyone is around us . 

time ` time wont for us to stay to stop at there , it's will run . 

* Amiko ,

   remember he not love you then give up , please . 

    

   big girls ,dont be sad . dont cry . you still have friends , have family , have us ! 

   babe , remember '' 他会少一个爱他的人 而你会多一个爱你的人 . '' 

   if he is you then he will come back ... 

   actually we cant just think and hate the third party , because he / she is same like you love him . 

   a relationship why the third party will intervention in this relationship to make the relationship become a triangle relationship if    

     

   want to blame also is blame the who choose / let the third party intervention this relationship that people ... 

   

   because is he / she let this relationship become triangle relationship . destroy the feelings between us . :')

akira , wei siang , aaron , kelly , amiko ............... 

actually i damn miss the moment when that time we everyday come out to yamcha , non-stop to chit-chat / play ~

i damn miss , i hope we still got a chance come out yamcha again ! 

- akira , dont got xiang xiang then for give us wuuuuuuuuu... i will sad / hurt till non-stop to cry de eh ! :( 

- wei siang , dont always forcibly occupy my laptop when i take it go out ... :D

  eiiiiiii... i still remember that time you non-stop to sing and dance '' everyday i'm suffering ... '' 

  you damn funny ! but dont act cute , please ! * geli ...  :P

- aaron , we still is friends ? 

  

  i dont have angry you what and hate you what ... 

  ya ` when you tell me '' ........... '' that time i so embarrased , but please you dont forgive '' i'm have easy to forgive the disease ''

  i'm hope we still is a good friends , best friends ... 

  * dont always smoke , if can less smoke and try to stop smoke bah . this treat healthly not good ! you still young ... :')

- kelly , laugh laugh laugh ... are you okays ? hahaha... XD

  you too ar ... dont always smoke . 

  scare me confiscate ur cigrattes ? then you stop smoke nah ... unhealthly eh ! :((

- amiko , still remember d'island we at there chit-chat '' sex '' !

* i miss the all moment when i have its , have you all ... 

   

   can i have a chance to yamcha with you all ?

   

   

i wont forget we at some time in the past when we always come out crazy together , yamcha together ... 

This is my life I will never forget the memories.

I hope this is not just memories.

I hope we will have the opportunity to come out to crazy and yamcha in everyday when we are free ~ :')